She let herself go.....that's me! I let myself go....in the bad way...........but I want to turn it into a good way.....make senses?!?!? yes? No? LOL
When Stephen passed away I was already overweight. His passing made things worse for me. I didn't even realize it . It's like one day I woke up from this coma of sadness and I realized I was a 100 lbs over weight :( Not only did I realize how overweight I am, I realized that I quit caring about my hair, makeup, my body......myself. I used to enjoy taking care of myself, and my body and always trying to improve myself inside and out....... then one day all of that just went away. I am ready to start being the best me that I can be!
The last year has been so hard, I am ready to start living again! When I say I let myself go......I did. However, I am ready to improve my mind and my body and let myself go on a cruise...or to CA...I am going to put myself on a diet and I am sticking to it. NO CHEATING!!!!! I know this will not only make me healthier but it will help boost my confidence in becoming the new me....or the old me....however you want to look at it.
Whatever....you quit caring about a lot more than just that....
ReplyDeleteI know, and I am going to get back to me..... one day at a time.... you'll see!
ReplyDeleteLove ya!!!! :D
Thanks for always being my friend when I needed one the most!